and then he returned to blog after 2 months. did he have anything new to say? just more endless frustration ... at exams that werent as good as they shoulda been, at a bitchass phone which refuses to work for a week, at the people at tata indicom who say that my phone has run up a bill of no less than Rs. 71,580 ( i am dead serious about that figure, i kid you not ) even though the damn phone was dead for a week, leading to muchos rage because of inability to get online and do work, check mail, download music, watch new porn and so on and so forth. its a good thing my damn phone is working now.

on the other hand, he had a brilliant time with his two best friends over the weekend. total chillout zone. coolest 4 days straight ever. Y'all know who you are ... love you guys. life is way better with friends like you.

"Something is calling, I can't keep from falling."  - any guesses where that one is from?

listening to some really loud music right now .. god knows i need it. there are times when slipknot and marilyn manson can be your friendly neighbourhood spiderman.

this is a very nothing blog so i shall add some substance to it.

"You've got to hide your love away" - The Beatles

Here I stand head in hand
Turn my face to the wall
If she's gone I can't go on
Feelin' two-foot small

Everywhere people stare
Each and every day
I can see them laugh at me
And I hear them say

Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away

How could I even try
I can never win
Hearing them, seeing them
In the state I'm in

How could she say to me
Love will find a way
Gather round all you clowns
Let me hear you say

Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away

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and no, this isn't about anyone in particular ... just a song i'm really into right now. if you're feeling good, you should get the pearl jam cover version too. brilliant.

and then at the opposite end of the spectrum there is "Get this" by Slipknot. another wonderful song for a quiet picnic in springtime.

"Get this" - Slipknot

(Gimme a scream Corey)
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGHHH

I don't like a fuckin' thing! Music sucks dick
Suck the snot end of the tip of my prick
You fucking cunts, get off of my back
I don't wanna do a show with your shitty
fuckin' band - You suck, they suck, guess what, get fucked
I can't think of any other words to say but fuck
Don't drag our opinions, our opinions are great
It's new school face muthafuckers I hate

SO: Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

Don't berate me - Cuz you can't stop me
From breakin' your face - It's you I'll erase
It's Hate - Muthafucker - Hate - Muthafucker - Hate

SO: Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great? ( 4X )

Get this or die! ( 26X )

SO: Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

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oh hell yeah ... interesting lyrics, dont you think?

did anyone catch the michael jackson 30th anniversary show on star world? i dont care what happens in his personal life, the guy is one hell of a performer. i especially liked the bit where slash walks in with his sweet guitar ... very sweet.

alright ... i am gone now. goodbye and goodnight.

had enough. i'm done being a nice guy. new a.c in my room isnt enough to cool my head.

my patience took a running start n jumped offa that cliff. goodbye seeya later. arrivederci. adios muchacho.

gah ... i put that last one up twice ... mistake became .. but whats there. my stupidass comp was acting up so i thought it didnt get put up the first time around. while we're at the whole lyrics thing ...

All I really want - Alanis Morissette

Do I stress you out
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
And you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything today
I don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it

There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter

And all I really want is some patience
a way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance

Do I wear you out
You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary
I'm like Estella
I like to reel it in and then spit it out
I'm frustrated by your apathy

And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land
If only I could meet the maker
And I am fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature

What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred

Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while
The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around.... all around

Why are you so petrified of silence
Here can you handle this?
Did you think about you bills, your ex, your deadlines
Or when you think you're going to die
Or did you long for the next distraction

And all I need now is the intellectual intercourse
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill the killer

All I really want is some peace man
A place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some comfort
A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice.....